I am off Zolodin, my own decision to stop, and I often find myself being irritable, impatient and snappish. Since I am often with my kids they get the load of my “attitude”. I am giving them a hard time all because I am battling my inner demons and a load of crap on my shoulders that is now getting heavier as days go past.
I am now not being a good parent and I know I am more of a liability than am asset in my family. I shout at Kenzo , will show him my disappointment and disgust in him when he did wrong. I get irritated when things gets hard, when play becomes to aggressive and they wont stop, i get frustrated and I will snap.
It is not a life I should be giving to both of my kids, not a parent that I should be…